Monthly Archives: December 2010

The Year of Golgotha

That I be exiled to Golgotha was written in fire
and so it happened.

52 weeks ago, I was sentenced to bleed on a crucifix
and die like he did.

The vestiges of my innocence or the cold fear on my skin
bore no significance.

What good was my degenerate child-self against
the utter barrenness of the Calvary?

But the year of Golgotha was also
the year of love.

To be forcefully loved against stubborn despair
is the privilege of a precious few.

I was never alone, not once, through the year of my sentence
in Golgotha.

I was loved this past year.
The year of Golgotha was the year I knew Love.

Heed

Though I consistently charm you, not harm you, do good to you and please you, it doesn’t mean I’m flawless;

My claws are mostly retracted, it doesn’t mean I’m clawless.